Archive for September, 2010

Don’t…

Posted: September 29, 2010 in Uncategorized
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Don’t talk lies to me because I might believe it,

Don’t ¬†treat me nice because I might fall for it,

Don’t say you’ll be there when you can’t be there,

Don’t say you love me because I might misunderstood it,

Don’t promise me anything if you know you’ll break it,

Don’t ask me to wait because I’ll wait forever,

Don’t say you miss me because I might can’t stop from missing you,

Don’t love me because I can’t find any way to stop from loving you,

You teach me how to love but you never teach me how to stop loving,

Now, even you can’t be there, it’s okay…

Because no matter what I know you always try to be there it just you can’t,

Even I can’t love you the way I want,¬† it’s okay…

Because of you,

I know how does it feels to love someone,

Because of you,

I know how does it feels to love someone you can’t love,

Because of you,

I know how does it feels to live your life for someone else…

e.l.f.

Sometimes…

Posted: September 29, 2010 in Uncategorized
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Sometimes I can’t even say your name,

Sometimes I can’t see your face,

Sometimes I can’t be myself when you were around,

Sometimes I feel want to be perfect in front of you,

Sometimes I feel incomplete without the presence of you in my life,

Sometimes I’m afraid of losing you again,

Sometimes I’m afraid to think my life without you,

Sometimes I’m afraid to think how I’m going to live the rest of my life without you,

Because it will reminds me how miserable my life will be without you,

It takes half of my life to meet a person like you,

How can I love and hate you at the same time?

Maybe it is just because I love you so much and I can’t think straight because of you,

Now I almost forgot about everything that happen between us in the past,

What I know now is to keep you in my life forever.

I know it will be hard but I’ll try my best not to lose you again like what I did before…

You were so special to me in the way I don’t know how to explain…

E.L.F.