Archive for January, 2011

When I lost you…

Posted: January 14, 2011 in Uncategorized
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I’m no longer crippled by your loss.

If before this I can’t live without you but now I’ve learn how to survive without you.

It looks like I’m giving up on you but actually I’m.

I don’t know how to start things with you again.

Sometimes I still miss you even I know I can’t.

Now I can get over with the whole things about you.

I can be at my best in front of you or with the presence of you.

I don’t feel the pain I felt before.

Now I don’t have to pretend but I just be myself.

I don’t love you or hate you or want to hurt you anymore.

It just I never expect that we’ll just spilt like that.

It’s really not a good ending or something to be proud of.

But I don’t want to live my life under your shadow anymore.

I deserve better life and person in my life.

Maybe all of these happen because I love you so much but you hurt me too deep.

If someday I found someone else, I hope I’ll not losing him like I’m losing you from my life.



I am neither a bitch nor a good girl.
You don’t have to treat me nice,
Because I don’t know how to be nice.
You don’t have to lie to me,
Because I’m good in telling lies.
You don’t have to be there for me,
Because I’m busy hanging out wit my friends.
You don’t have to pretend like you care,
Because I’m still trying to mend my broken heart.
You don’t have to cry for me,
Because no more tears I can shed for you.
You don’t have to say you’re sorry,
Because I don’t know you anymore.
You don’t have to say you love me,
Because I don’t love you anymore.