Archive for March, 2012

Posted: March 10, 2012 in Uncategorized

It seems like I don’t care about you but actually it’s not,
I still care about you and I care so much about you,
But I can’t treat you that way I did before,
Because I’m afraid I’ll being too much,
And you might don’t like it,

You don’t care about me like I do but it’s okay,
It’s more that enough if you don’t hurt me ever again,
And never be be angry with me.
No matter how you treat me,  I just accept it.

The Kill

Posted: March 10, 2012 in Uncategorized
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Thanks for lying,
Thanks for being cruel,
Thanks for the killing,
You almost kill me with your cruelness,
But here I am still alive.

One day,

You’re going to thanks me for leaving you,
You’re going to thanks me for hurting you,
You’re going to thanks me for everything,
I’m killing you with my kindness,
And that’s the last thing you’ll remember about me.

You and I

Posted: March 1, 2012 in Uncategorized

You said you miss me,
You said I understand you more than anyone else,
You said you want to make up again with me,
You said you really hope that we can be together again,
You said you want to spend time with me again,
You said we had wasted the time we suppose to have in the past.

You never say that you care about me but I know you care,
You never say that you love me but I know you do,
You never say that you never want to lose me but I know you do,
You never say that I am someone to you but I know I am the one,
You never say why you lie but I always know your reason,
You never say why you like to tease me but I always know why,
You never say sweet words to me but you always act sweet to me.

I never tell you that I never stop thinking about you,
I never tell you that I am thinking about you all the time,
I never tell you that when I am so mad at you I just want to hug you damn much,
I never tell you that I’ve been imagine kissing you,
I never tell you that in some circumstances just being with you really torturing me,
I never tell you that I fall in love with your masculine side,
I never tell you that hurting you is the thing I regret the most,
I never tell you that since I fall in love with you I start questioning myself,
I never tell you that I love you for who you are and all your imperfections,
I never tell you that I really hope that God does not create us the same,
I never tell you that I fall in love with you since the first time I saw you cry,
I never tell you that if it’s wrong to love you, I never want to be right,
I never tell you that my heart get aches and jealous everytime I saw you with someone else,
I never tell you that I love being tease and bully by you,
I never tell you that I love everytime you act coy to me,
I never tell you that I love everytime you pampering yourself to me,
I never tell you that everytime you touch me, it turns me on,
I never tell you that I will always love you even though it will consume my life,
I never tell you that I am willing to sacrifice all I have if it’s the only way to change the fate and be with you,
I never tell you that everytime I saw your picture it always bring some kind of sorrow to me,
I never tell you that there is one stage in my life where dying is the only thing I can think about when my life become so miserable because of you,
I never tell you that I always realize the truth that we can’t be together but I still can’t accept it,
I never tell you that if I ever meet you again in the next life,
I really hope that you could be the person that I could love.

If you’re…

Posted: March 1, 2012 in Uncategorized

I care so much about you,
And it obviously shown with no hesitation,
I don’t know why but I really care about you,
Even though you don’t care about me,

You know what,
If you’re a burden, I’ll carry you through my whole life.
If you’re the pain, I’ll always endure you.
If you’re the problem,I’ll find the way to solve you.
If you’re wrong, I’ll always make you right.
If you’re not feel insecure, I’ll always make you feel safe.
If you’re not even care, I’ll always care about you.
If you’re scolding me, I’ll never be angry with you.
If you’re mad at me, I’ll say my sorry until you’re ok with me.
If you’re neglecting me, I’ll always come to you until you accept me.
If you’re not loving me, I’ll still loving you and it will always be that way.