Archive for May, 2013

I Learn…

Posted: May 29, 2013 in Uncategorized
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It has been a long time since the last time we meet,
Since that day I try to learn to live without you,
It was so hard and I’ve been in uncounted nights with the tears alone,
Maybe because I used to have you always in my life,
Maybe you’re matters so much to me,
Maybe I care and love too much,
Or maybe I just become so selfish with myself,
And when you left I just can’t handle it.

I’ve been in the worst time,
And I never feel proud any of it,
I feel so alone even with all the people around me,
The loneliness occupied me and it makes me crazy,
But as the time goes by my concious mind makes me realize that life must goes on,
Then I made my mind to open a new chapter of my life,
I start having a new life,
By letting myself indulging the life I never thought would be so wonderful,
Leaving all my past behind for a better life,
And leaving you was the hardest and the most selfish decision I ever made in my whole life,
The guilty feeling that burden me is the reason why I can’t face you even seconds.

Out of the blue I meet someone new,
I let him come into my life,
With hope that he will helps me to feel alive again,
And yes, he did.
But I still can’t trust or love him the way I used to trust and love you,
I know he will never be like you no matter what,
And he will never can replace you,
But I’m sure about one thing,
If I learn to trust and love him,
Sooner or later I will learn to completely let you go,
I know you never want me to be unhappy and so do I.

Each coming day doesn’t always promise us with the life we want,
But surely each day that we live on will be the day where we are growing as a human whether we like it or not.

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I’m so happy…

Thanks God for the miracle and the happiness that you’ve gave to me.
I feel so blessed.
Thank you so much God…

A fresh start…

Posted: May 28, 2013 in Uncategorized
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Lets have…
A new life,
A new start,
A new beginning,
A fresh start.

I hope it’s still not too late to have a better life.

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I love doing manicure on my own.
I can choose any colour that I want.

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I love cooking and I like to try new food…

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My version of cooking spaghetti…

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My favourite home made fruit-vege salad…
So simple to make…
Apple+cabbage+mayo…

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Another version of my home made salad…
Carrot+apple+cabbage+mayo…

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