Archive for June, 2014

It Hurts

Posted: June 29, 2014 in Life, Love
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I saw you today,
And you look beautiful as always,
Wait! No…you look more beautiful since the last time I met you,
Your skin seems like becoming more flawless and more pale in colour,
You look slimmer in your thin waist,
Your smile never fail to make the others smile back to you,
And your voice is like angelic sound that calm every ears that hear it,
But I guess that shouldn’t be my concern anymore,
I see no more ‘us’ in your eyes,
I see no more smiles from you,
I see no more closeness between us,
I see nothing but stranger in those cold pair eyes,
I think I really made a big mistake and it makes you completely throwing me away from your life,
I wish I can do something to fix the things between us,
If only you give me a second chance I’ll prove to you that I’m not what you think I am,
But since I’m nothing but just a stranger to you I guess I can’t do anything anymore,
I can only see you from far now,
I hope someday you’ll talk to me and we can be friends again,
It hurts to think that I really lost a friend like you for no real reason,
I guess you matter to me thats why it feels hurt.



Random thought…

Posted: June 29, 2014 in Life
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The flashback from the past keep appearing in my mind,
It made me think that maybe it was true that I still let myself living a past life in the present time,
I’m not good in remembering things but I still can recall every details of some moments from my past,
Sometimes I missed my past so much,
Sometimes I wish I can stay longer in some meaningful moments in my past,
I miss the feeling of loving someone and be loved back,
I miss the feeling of falling in love and having tingling butterflies in the stomach,
I miss the person who made me fall so hard in love,
I miss being stupid and cheesy for someone I care so much,
I miss so many things in my past that make me want to just stay longer in the past,
I’m happy with my life now,
It just sometimes I feel lost, lonely and frustrate everytime the past pop up in my mind.


Those three words…

Posted: June 28, 2014 in Life, Love

Those three words,
What could it be?
I love you?
I miss you?
Or I am sorry?

Never say ‘I love you’ to someone unless you really meant it,
Because it may break someone heart,
Never tell someone that you love him/her when the only thing you do is hurting his/her feelings,
It’s not right to say ‘I love you’ to someone when your heart is belong to someone else,
‘I love you’ is a simple said vow but it takes a lot of years to really prove it,
Unspoken words like ‘I love you’ is a strong words that can totally change something into unexpected things,
Be grateful when someone is brave enough to say ‘I love you’ directly to your face,
Because it’s not easy and it takes a lot of courage just to say it out,
Always tell and show the important people in your life,
That you love them and how much they meant a lots to you,
Because you’ll never get a second chance when it’s too late or they gone forever.


I Promise…

Posted: June 21, 2014 in Friendship, Life, Love
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I know in the past I’m being so childish,
I’m not mature enough to understand everything that happen to us in the past,
But now I want to make things better between us,
So now I’m promise you;
I promise that I’ll never neglect your feeling,
I promise that I’ll never ignore you ever,
I promise that I’ll never leaving you without saying goodbye to you,
I promise that I’ll never be selfish and making any decision without your approve,
I promise that I’ll never forget you,
I promise that I’ll try my best to be there when you need me,
I promise that I’ll try my best to be better person than I am in the past,
I promise that I’ll try my best not to make the same mistakes that I did in the past,
I promise that I’ll always be your friend till the end of my life,
I promise that I’ll never let you down or hurt you ever again,
I promise that I’ll try not to make you worry,
I promise that I’ll live my life to the fullest and be happy,
I promise that I’ll be strong no matter what comes to me as long you’re there with me,
I promise that I’ll never be that kind of person that you dislike ever again,
I promise that I’ll be more honest with myself,
I promise that I’ll be myself and always be me only.

I Guess That’s Who I Am…

Posted: June 21, 2014 in Life
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I love listening to any genre of music as long it makes me feel alive,
I love going to the beach to see the sunset and hear the waves sound,
I love driving for hours because it giving me time to think,
I love reading book or any reading materials,
I love shopping alone because it gives me more time to decide and I don’t like making people waiting for me,
I love playing games so much and it makes me addicted to it so I just stop playing games,
I love collecting watches and I love every single of my collection,
I love going to gym and it feel awesome when you can do 200 crunches and still craving for another workouts to do next,
I love food and I love making food for myself and other people,

I always forgive people easily,
I can be stupid because of love; or maybe lust,
Sometime I think too much on something,
I hate it so much when people accuse me on something I didn’t do,
I’m a good listener and understanding person,
I don’t easily or simply judge people,
I’m okay be friends with any kind of people as long they don’t irritate me,
I’m having a cool and serious look but deep inside me is a smiling happy person,
Sometimes I can be too friendly and a bit touchy,
Sometimes I can be too serious and firm,
Sometimes I can be playful and not being serious,
Sometimes my attitudes don’t match with my look,
That’s why many people don’t understand me,
But I guess that’s who I am.

… be felt with heart.

Posted: June 8, 2014 in Uncategorized


Hey you…

Posted: June 7, 2014 in Life
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Hey you! Yes you…
Sorry to startle you,
I just want to tell you that I’m really sorry,
I guess you don’t want to listen anymore,
But I still want to say these to you.

We’ve been from strangers to friends,
And now we end up from friends to strangers,
I know it was totally my faults,
And I really want you to know that I’m really sorry for what I’ve done to you,
I guess I’ve nothing else to say to you,
I’ve said all the things I need to say in my last text to you,
I guess you choose to unfriend me,
And you choose to ignore me,
I guess thats it,
I do respect and accept your desicion,
If you think that’s the best,
By the way thanks for the happiness and moments we shared together in the short time,
I really appreciate it and I’ll never forget it,
I can promise one thing to you that I’ll never bother you ever again,
That’s my words and I’ll keep it,
May you always be blessed and granted with lots of happiness,
My prayers will always be with you even though I’m no longer around you.



Posted: June 6, 2014 in Life, Love
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I wish… I hope…

Posted: June 5, 2014 in Life

I wish one day we’ll be seeing each other with sincere smile on our lips,
I wish there will be another chance for me to show you the real me,
I wish we can go back as before if that’s all we can be,
I wish someday you will realize that you’re wrong of what you think I am,
I hope that one day when you’ll start talking again to me, I’m still there to listen,
I hope nothing from you because there’s nothing to hope anymore,
The day we stop talking, I know I already lost you and knowing that you’ll never come back,
I do nothing because I’m hopeless seeing you that see me just as a stranger now.