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Affected

Posted: October 28, 2014 in Life, Love
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I thought that I’ll not be nervous around you anymore,
I thought that your smile doesn’t makes me flutter anymore,
I thought that your voice doesn’t makes me speechless anymore,
I thought that I’ll not be amazed or stunned by your personality anymore,
I thought that your smell doesn’t makes me high anymore,
I thought that I’ll not be addicted to your mischievous sides anymore,
I thought that your presence doesn’t affect me anymore,
But unfortunately I’m still affected with everything of you,
And that makes me so scared and afraid the past will repeat itself,
Because I rather not to be with you than losing you completely.

Just too much…

Posted: October 26, 2014 in Life, Love
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Years ago I’ve said ‘I love you’ to you,
After years I still love you,
I love you so much,
Just too much and it consumes me,
It hurts me a lot when at the end it wasn’t me,
You choose someone else over me,
You broke my heart into pieces,
I barely can live my life,
What would I do to stay alive?,
Because I can see myself is dying everyday without you,
I’m no longer me without you,
When you went away from me,
You took half of my life together with you,
You’re the one who completes my life,
Now I don’t see my life going anywhere,
I feel like a crap everytime I see the reflection of me in the mirror,
I see someone helpless in that reflection with burden shows in her eyes,
I feel like losing my mind,
I don’t know how much longer I can stand this pain,
It just hurts so much.

Sad truth…

Posted: October 25, 2014 in Life
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