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I don’t know

Posted: July 30, 2016 in Life, Love, Relationship
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I don’t know how much longer to wait,

I don’t know how much longer I can stay,

I’m not sure it’s me that makes it so hard,

Or it’s just you,

I give you not only another chance but many chances, 

I’m done telling you what I feel because it doesn’t makes any differences,

I’m done asking you to love me better because it’s just not how you love,

I can’t feel you as it was before, 

You say we love differently but I felt your love before, 

You used to love me in the way I understand before, 

You used to be the one who make me laugh and smile but not cry,

I give you my only heart and I don’t know what you’ve done to it,

I should be more happy in love,

But recently I feel more hurt and be unhappy,

If it’s wrong to be jealous and protective then I don’t know to love any more,

If it’s wrong to expect something from someone you love then I don’t know what else to do,

If it’s wrong to be insecure because you afraid to lose that person then I don’t know what else to do,

If it’s wrong to have a talk about relationship then I don’t know what else to do to fix things between us,

I’m not a thing that you can leave when you don’t need it and find it when you need it,

I’m a human and I got feeling too,

If your happiness is my silent tears then that’s it,

I’m done explaining and trying hard alone because I don’t see you’re doing anything to save our relationship,

I give you my only heart and I don’t know you’re taking it because here I am hopeless in love.


Posted: July 30, 2016 in Friendship, Life, Love, Relationship
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​I care too much about others feeling,

I believe that they will care about my feeling too,

I forgot that not many have the same heart with me,

If they’re happy with the way they’re now,

Then just let them be happy,

Because I’m used to laugh with unhappy heart, 

I fake smile because I can’t cry anymore,

I cry silently because it’s too hurt already,

I will not expect anymore,

That anyone will be there because no one did,

Worst expectation always hurt me hard,

It hurts because my heart is too fragile to handle everything now,

If hurt is what I’ll get by loving others, 

Then I’ll just continue to love as that’s the only thing I’m good at.

Lets time reveal everything.

Posted: July 10, 2016 in Life