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Posted: March 29, 2017 in Uncategorized

29.3.2017

Today, I will choose to stop calling you ‘dear or my dear’. It is not that I am angry or not okay with you, but I just choose to stop calling you with that nickname. I am saving my heart from hoping for something that I know I can’t have. I am wondering what you actually mean when you said you will die if I die because I can’t see I am that important in your life anymore. I’m not going to say anything that can make you emotionally stress after this. I hope that you will truly be happy.

Thank you for loving me once and thank you for the memories. Most of all thank you for giving up on me when you realize we were not meant to be together. I will find my own happiness after this and I hope you will find yours too. If friends is all we can be, then lets be good friends as long as we can. I won’t get offended or get hurt no matter how you treat me after this because I’m not in love with you anymore. I still care about you that’s why I choose to stay.

I’m wearing the rings again, to show you that I’m okay with everything we have now. Some more it is a nice made white gold rings. You will know that I’ve found someone new when I don’t wear the rings anymore, I can’t make time for you anymore and I return the rings to you. 

Jealous – Labrint

I’m jealous of the rain
That falls upon your skin
It’s closer than my hands have been
I’m jealous of the rain
I’m jealous of the wind
That ripples through your clothes
It’s closer than your shadow
Oh, I’m jealous of the wind

‘Cause I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There’s nothing to forgive
But I always thought you’d come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way
You’re happy without me

I’m jealous of the nights
That I don’t spend with you
I’m wondering who you lay next to
Oh, I’m jealous of the nights
I’m jealous of the love
Love that was in here
Gone for someone else to share
Oh, I’m jealous of the love

‘Cause I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There’s nothing to forgive
But I always thought you’d come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way
You’re happy without me

As I sink in the sand
Watch you slip through my hands
Oh, as I die here another day, yeah
‘Cause all I do is cry behind this smile
I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There’s nothing to forgive
But I always thought you’d come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way
You’re happy without me

I-I-It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way
You’re happy without me

Posted: March 9, 2017 in Uncategorized

Ailee – I will Go To You Like The First Snow  

Before I held you, I didn’t know
That the world I was in
Was this bright
I reached you with a small breath of life
It’s a love that called out to me fearlessly
I liked it so much
Watching over you, my heart fluttering
Even when I was ridiculously jealous
All of those ordinary moments
In the dark eternity
In that long wait
Like sunshine, you fell down to me
Before I let go of you, I didn’t know
That the world I am in
Was this lonely
Pretty flowers bloomed and withered here
The season of you will never come again
I started to become greedy
I wanted to live with you, grow old with you
Hold your wrinkled hands
And say how warm my life was
It was just one blessing
After that short encounter
You cried like the rain
I wanted to be happy for once
But that made you cry
Forget everything and move on
Because I will go to you
When your breath calls out to me again
I won’t ever forget
Watching over you, my heart fluttering
Even when I was ridiculously jealous
All of those moments that you gave to me
Some day, we’ll meet again
It’ll be the happiest day
I will go to you like the first snow
I will go to you

You Made Me Believe In Love Again