I look straight into your eyes, but I can’t find you. All I see is anger and madness. I’m sorry, I ruin your life. I won’t come or find you anymore after this. I hope you will be happy.

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I just realize the first time I meet you, it’s during raining day, and the last time we meet and you ask me to leave, it’s also during raining day.

You ask me to leave in that raining night. You just don’t care anymore. You don’t even watch me go. That forced hug and forced forehead kiss will be my last things for you. I’ve done my best, I’ve no regret. I don’t want you in my life anymore. I want to completely forget you. I hope I will never see or meet you accidentally. No matter what, please don’t ever find or contact me again.

I will pretend to be happy and show you that I’m happy. You will see only my smile and laugh, but never my tears anymore. You will not know about my suffering. You deserve to be happy even I’m not happy. I do this for you. I’m still hurting, but it is not right for you to feel the same sadness. You deserve all the world could offer you.

I love and care about you, more than you ever did. Your feeling disappear in the middle of nowhere. Everytime I know you’re with someone else, I can’t ignore the pain. I really hope one day I can totally remove the feeling I had for you. Sometimes the pain is too much and I can’t handle it.

” True Love “

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Surviving you is not easy. You don’t know what I need to get through to be where I am now.

You kissed my forehead. It was only a second, but it really brings comfort to me the whole night.

Here we are again. Last night was different. The feeling was different too, but it was such a good feeling. It was so nice to be able to really feel you again.

P.s. I can never be stranger to you or treat you like a stranger. It just so impossible to do.