Posted: July 11, 2017 in Uncategorized

Posted: June 29, 2017 in Uncategorized

You cheated on me, you lied to me, you being dishonest to me, you IGNORE me, you’re being so rude to me. I really never thought that you’ll stop loving me when you make me believe that you’ll never stop loving me and there will be no anyone else, but me.

Tell me the wrong things I’ve ever said or done to you. If got, list them out. Tell me, tell it to my face. If none, then tell me the reasons why you treated me in such an awful way. Tell me the reasons that make me deserve the way you treated me.

I’m praying hard everyday that I can forgive you, forgive myself and finally move on from you. I never hold grudge towards anyone in my whole life, but this time I did. Maybe because this time it hurts so much, it’s killing me slowly, I lost myself, I lost my world / my everything and worse I can’t be truly happy no matter what I do now.

Sometimes it hurts so damn much when just a few seconds of flashback about you can bring me into tears and worse I can’t stop the tears from falling. The tears suddenly appear on its own. Everyday I’m fighting with my own mind, to stop myself from thinking about you. Sometimes I feel like I’m so crazy.